Come see inside my bones...knife party

The Deftones are seriously in my top list of favourite bands. So yeah. I'm grounded for 2 weeks and I got my phone taken away...again. Seriously? Last two weeks I'm here. But yeah, it was cause I hung out with Jordan, cause I haven't seen him since drivers ed., and we got a bite at this downtown Chinese restaurant and then, since we didn't have any money with us, just started walking around. 10:00 comes around and Jordan's gonna call his bro BUT OF COURSE!!!! We get stopped by the cops. T_T Just my luck, no? Anywhore, he was only issuing us warnings of curfews, so I'm thinking "Only a warning. No big deal" xP BUT my phone rings, which I'd just like to say my ringtone is the One Missed Call ringtone xD Fuckin' scares me at night. It's my mom bein all "Where the fuck are you!?" Then the cop is like "Is that your mom?" "yeah" "Lemme speak with her" Me: O______________________________________O "Here" *Hands him phone and hides behind Jordan going FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!* >.< So they talk and Jordan's bro picks him up, but my mom has decided to pick me up herself xD Lucky me, so one of the cops sits at the post office with me. Past all the serious stuff, in his mind at least; not too serious to me, he's actually a really cool dude! xD He's 23, just got outta college, and is pretty laid-back. Lmao But yeah, I hope Jordan doesn't think I'm pissed at him. =/ Also he's all askin bout what's up in my heart, xDD Just cause I use the term heart, I think of the 80's. And I'm all "Idk..." >_> Which I'm thinkin maybe I should tell him what up, although I'd like to do it in person, but I'd end up crying or he'd storm off or SOMETHING. Cause I'm confused as fuck on what I feel and what I should say cause appearantly according to a friend, "I don't tell anyone about me, REALLY about me" ...So xD Who fuckin cares? But now that I think of it, Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay-um, not a single soul. Some people think they know me and that seriously annoys the fuck outta me. On another note, I officially got the shot. Yay, not really. Don't care, remember, mom's satisfaction. My sister's here with her son, my nephew, Nathan. ^-^ This makes me happy. Plus is it weird to feel a little special cause I actually like kids while every other person on the planet hates kids? Idk, I feel like while everybody feels one way, I feel the opposite. xDDD It's weird. I also feel it's cool that I don't hate anyone personally. Like everyone else I know. xP Which is sad cause I know that we'll never achieve peace through hatred. Also, I saw, for the very first time, the cartoon X-Men, the new one that was created, like, this year. It's cool, it truly is to me.